I think I've turned a corner... Is that the saying. I kinda get what you mean and think maybe you do feel the same as me (regarding missing and it being hard, smaller scale?!) but know in the long run it won't work so you want to spare us dragging it out and wasting time. Which I kinda get, things had been strained but I still put that down to neglecting each other but maybe I was the one who couldn't see the wood for the trees and admit defeat with us and just wanted it to work out because I loved you and love the idea of our future together. Is that kinda right? I hope we can still be in each other lives and what will be will be. But for now I see why you've ended things as much as it hurts I think you did the right think (this doesn't mean I have given up on you though) I just see your logic.
And he doesn't reply!! Why is he being so unreasonable I didn't kill anyone cheat on him slash his tires and yet I'm avoided like the plague. And yet I still keep thinking well if we get back!!! What the f is wrong with me.
