Even after promotions into a good job with stable and good money I still feel like I'm playing house.. And failing.
All around I see people getting married and having kids and I'm still wandering aimlessly thinking about when I'm going to trade in my fabric wardrobe for a proper sturdy wooden one my cat can't swing from and claw in the night...
I think of being adult life as a journey and I can't help think "Are we there yet?!"
When do you feel like a full fledged adult?! Do I get a badge? Will I sudden feel grown up and not laugh at the word "testicles" said in a serious tone?! (True story at the vets)
I can't help think that I'm just pretending to be grown up...
Can I really add another pretence to my emotional status?!
