Road to recovery.... Where is it? Directions please?

Hmmm so I've read about a million break up websites And have even downloaded a book about getting someone to love you. How much did I become a little pup you just want to get in a bear hug. 

So six days ago, a million tears ago, but who is counting I sent a text that changed my life, I asked the boy to talk through our issues as currently he seemed off like he didn't want to be with me. He came back and looked all sheepish and I knew something was wrong. And all I could think was "thank god you put a bra on woman"

Then the tears started and I realised what I was losing. A few weeks ago I thought we needed a break and I felt a bit trapped. But soon as the big "B" word was used I was in pieces and this shattered my whole trapped feelings and suddenly I couldn't bear to imagine him not being in my life. But wait he is packing his stuff. He is going. It's over!!

But thank god I wore a bra......